My vagina is racist against my own people? (self.TwoXChromosomes)
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Indian American female checking in. I recently started dating the guy my parents always wanted me to date, I haven't told them about this relationship yet. He is Indian, has multiple degrees from Ivy League Universities, tall, handsome, and a great personality.
We have been together for 4 months but I waited a while before we were intimate, I wanted this relationship to last. Things have been great mentally and emotionally, however when it came to sex it was just bleh. I had to focus really hard to keep myself from drifting away. When he was fucking me it just felt like pressure nothing more to it. And I just felt completely icky when I tried to give him a blow job.
I don’t understand he treats me better than any other guy in the past. The only differing factor was that he is brown, as while all the other guys I have dated in my past were White. I am attracted to him, and I think he is great. I don’t know if this is some type of sexual block that has to be overcome or something.
Do any of you have any experience in this area?
12 comments submitted at 23:33:03 on Aug 26, 2014 by throwawayw2sex